the one thing that will changes if i have a power to turn back time.

If ever I was given that oportunity to go back in time I would change the bad habits I have had to have a better life in the future. I would not change the entire event but only a part of it to help the future. I do believe that everything happens for a reason but if you can make some adjustments the better.

If I could turn back time.

I would choose to smile.

I would choose to live willingly.

I would wish to be able to look at you without an empty feeling coming out.

I would wish to be able to think of you without other thoughts erasing any good though out.

If I could turn back time.

I would ask that time would turn itself.

I would pray that I had something to hold on to.

I would make believe I was able to show.

I would make believe I was able to cry.

If I could turn back time on me.

I would know that all I see would be there, and not an empty space of land.

I would know that all I see would be gone, all the agony of what was my memories.

I would ask to all who would listen why I was chosen as a display of anger.

I would ask to all who cared why I was chosen to be manipulated into something I had never wished to be.

I would ask to all who thought of why I was so cold if they knew the real truth behind the stories.

I would ask to all who believed they could change me with meaningless words.

If I could turn back time on you.

I would ask for you to at least act like you cared for a moment of my state of being.

I would ask that of you to acknowledge me beyond the person you saw in your mind.

I would ask for your forgiveness.

I'm sorry.